Well let’s see, where to start…
First is the fact that my Psychiatrist finally agrees with me that I am truly transsexual (took me writing a long note explaining in detail how I felt and everything). This is a nice step forward. Visited my regular Medical Doctor the other day and he want’s to help but has no clue what to do, so he thinks I should go to John Hopkins Hospital in Baltimore MD. Those that know me know I can’t travel right now due to the situation with my parents. So that kinda has me down. I plan on searching a little bit harder for someone closer to here for me to see. Even if they happen to be in Virginia, which would be a little bit closer and easier for me to travel to.
On the non-professional front, I am still doing all the little things I can do until I can start HRT. My hair is coming along really well, still nowhere near where I want it. Voice training is slowly making progress, still way off but getting better everyday. Still no clue when I can start electrolysis yet, parents haven’t mentioned a word about it yet. I would love to get a job and pay for it myself, along with other things. But they still refuse to let me even go look for one till I hear back from my lawyer on my SSI claim.
I know I won’t get my SSI, so I don’t know why they won’t let me even go check about a job. Kinda upsets and depresses me too. 29 years old and they still make some of my decisions for me, how sad is that. I know I should start saying something and making ALL my own decisions, like the ones I have made so far that they have no say over no matter what. But, even if I say something about and then do it, somehow they still influence the choice. Oh well, one day I won’t be here for them to do that. If I could find a job and move out, *sigh* dreams.
Ok, so that is a small update for now. Off to bed with me and hope I can sleep better tonight.